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;In 4 days, the first month of 2012u will be over. In 4 weeks, phase 1 of med school will be over. Time. period. A.m.a.z.i.n.g...; 2012 has been OKAY. Not great. But not bad though. It sure aa heck hasnt been a prosperous one. Its just four weeks till I leave this cash sucking blackhole and its goodbye budget. Hello melaka!

Somehow the weirdest most dramatic things happen to me. Have u ever heard of a toilet on fire? Well, the that was exactly how the new year greeted me. The chronology : my bathroom light socket had broken. Too cheap n too much of a hassles to get it repaired, I used candles as a source if illumination. Come new years eve, a pre party gathering was planned at my place so I left a candle lit.; we left to edge just half an hour to the break of new year. Had a great celebration to welcome 2012. Headed to the after party WEN I get a call around 3am saying : I think ur house is on fire. Fuck the alcohol. Adrenaline took charge for the next hour. I opened my door to a room filled with white smoke down to the waist. Opened the bathroom door, wat was once a flushing device hours ago was now burning waste on the ground. The candle had fallen over to the tank and ta-daa! The overwhelming helplessness .... A mistake that cost me 4.5k and constipation. 

Moving on further into the new year, the attendance lists , though not complete, had been put up and half the class has been enlisted. For postings I suffer from shortage in obg only as I was away for week. Commed .pffft. Anyways, the college was kind enough to allow compensation through blood drive n marching to those with shortage. The blood drive went in smoothly though I had to make a scene as usual. Donating blood is a noble deed. I feel extremely shameless for doing it for the sake of attendance. The fact that I have done it twice before , sincerely, offers some sort of consolation but still.. =(  The march pass ......... Was a roller coaster from the start. I sincerely appreciate the effort but u were lucky to get a spot in it considering the though fight among fellow batchmates to join. All you had to do was to show up for a total of 4 hours of practice and on that day. That also u failed to keep up to. Its bad enough that u made it extremely difficult for the people who wished to help you but u had the freaking guts to lie straight to my face. And u only have yourself to blame for the shortage despite the proxies. I will have to submit a list of those who were present for both practice n on that day. Give me one reason I should cover up for u - AGAIN. Well the overall performance was horrible on our part. But there's nothing much to expect WEN it was done just for the sake of attendance. For how long do u think u can get away with your bullshit? Reap what u sow. 

On a different note. Things change and people are bound to leave. They may forget the things u have said to them, they may even forget the things u have done for them. But they can never forget the way u made them feel. Thats why , try to be a reason for their smiles and their laughter. Even if they leave, you'd know its their loss. Not urs.But i really do wish they dont. It was hard already the first time.  

On a brighter side of life, Batch 25 won the Interbatch tournament 2011 =))) ahh.. SWEET moment of fame =)))

And, another trip to mangalore.

 I know its not doing my budget good, but I insist on enjoying Manipal to the max before I return. Its my last chance. I have already compromised enough the past two years. =.= 

So much for the resolution of being drama-free. pffft

Ill be smelling the sweet air of Malaysia in 4 weeks.*

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2.0.1.2

Dear God, 

Thank you For the wonderfully loving family and amazing friends both in Seremban in Manipal.  Pray we stay happy, healthy and together throughout the new year. Thank you for the bitter lessons and sweet rewards. Please continue to shower your grace upon us as we enter 2012. Last but not least , thank you for the gift of facebook =)

p/s : sorry Im quite the drama b*tch but I will try to work on it. Try. 

With lots of love. Yours truly. 

YO. 2012 is here. 2011 was a crazy roller coaster and there were times when I was literally hanging on to life but I learnt a great deal about myself. Aaannyyyywaaayss... 

Happy NEW year People. 

It was a bittersweet third and final new year in Manipal. It's always fun when everyone is having a great time together. 

“There comes a time when silence is betrayal.” Martin Luther King

  A bitter lesson i Learnt during the break. Many a times have I been swept with the intense sense of helplessness as practically nobody ( even the dearest of them all) had done a single thing to aid or defend at a time of crisis. I never wanted anyone else to feel the same way but somehow that night, I just did simply by not doing anything. I did nothing wrong, but I didnt do whats right when I could. The guilt is terrible. For the amazing person you are, please find it in you to forgive me. 

At 3 am, I was at a friends place, I get a call " i think Ur house is on fire, come home quick" so much for my hopes of a drama free year. I ran hurried home to find smoke filled the room up to the level of my waist. Apparently, the candle I had left lit in the bathroom ( as my bathroom light was out) had melted to the end and the flame started feeding on the toilet tank of cheap plastic. I put out the fire of the burning plastic on the ground, walked back up and sat down . The intoxication, the guilt, the helplessness just ripped me from within. Not a great start. But yea. 

I am currently at the library. Wasnt really planning on writing this post but since I cant connect to facebook, I had to justify my rs10. End posting is tomorrow. I learned learned shit for obg. My timings are always way off. pffft.. F1 and F2 will be united again come this friday for surgery and its four down and two to go. Thats 8 weeks more, and so long Manipal. Hello MELAKA.. North India =S See lah how it goes. 

My one hour is up. This was worth the ten ruppees =) Out!

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