Grumble

;In 4 days, the first month of 2012u will be over. In 4 weeks, phase 1 of med school will be over. Time. period. A.m.a.z.i.n.g...; 2012 has been OKAY. Not great. But not bad though. It sure aa heck hasnt been a prosperous one. Its just four weeks till I leave this cash sucking blackhole and its goodbye budget. Hello melaka!

Somehow the weirdest most dramatic things happen to me. Have u ever heard of a toilet on fire? Well, the that was exactly how the new year greeted me. The chronology : my bathroom light socket had broken. Too cheap n too much of a hassles to get it repaired, I used candles as a source if illumination. Come new years eve, a pre party gathering was planned at my place so I left a candle lit.; we left to edge just half an hour to the break of new year. Had a great celebration to welcome 2012. Headed to the after party WEN I get a call around 3am saying : I think ur house is on fire. Fuck the alcohol. Adrenaline took charge for the next hour. I opened my door to a room filled with white smoke down to the waist. Opened the bathroom door, wat was once a flushing device hours ago was now burning waste on the ground. The candle had fallen over to the tank and ta-daa! The overwhelming helplessness .... A mistake that cost me 4.5k and constipation. 

Moving on further into the new year, the attendance lists , though not complete, had been put up and half the class has been enlisted. For postings I suffer from shortage in obg only as I was away for week. Commed .pffft. Anyways, the college was kind enough to allow compensation through blood drive n marching to those with shortage. The blood drive went in smoothly though I had to make a scene as usual. Donating blood is a noble deed. I feel extremely shameless for doing it for the sake of attendance. The fact that I have done it twice before , sincerely, offers some sort of consolation but still.. =(  The march pass ......... Was a roller coaster from the start. I sincerely appreciate the effort but u were lucky to get a spot in it considering the though fight among fellow batchmates to join. All you had to do was to show up for a total of 4 hours of practice and on that day. That also u failed to keep up to. Its bad enough that u made it extremely difficult for the people who wished to help you but u had the freaking guts to lie straight to my face. And u only have yourself to blame for the shortage despite the proxies. I will have to submit a list of those who were present for both practice n on that day. Give me one reason I should cover up for u - AGAIN. Well the overall performance was horrible on our part. But there's nothing much to expect WEN it was done just for the sake of attendance. For how long do u think u can get away with your bullshit? Reap what u sow. 

On a different note. Things change and people are bound to leave. They may forget the things u have said to them, they may even forget the things u have done for them. But they can never forget the way u made them feel. Thats why , try to be a reason for their smiles and their laughter. Even if they leave, you'd know its their loss. Not urs.But i really do wish they dont. It was hard already the first time.  

On a brighter side of life, Batch 25 won the Interbatch tournament 2011 =))) ahh.. SWEET moment of fame =)))

And, another trip to mangalore.

 I know its not doing my budget good, but I insist on enjoying Manipal to the max before I return. Its my last chance. I have already compromised enough the past two years. =.= 

So much for the resolution of being drama-free. pffft

Ill be smelling the sweet air of Malaysia in 4 weeks.*

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